Thursday 31 July 2008.
Everyone's down, depressed, sad, heartbroken, miserable and everything like it.
Main reason: 54 students of MS from my batch are leaving.
Yes. 54. Take a deep breath and process that figure.
I know I don't look and sound sad and depressed and all that, but deep down I am. I really am. But then, my time with my soon-to-be-leaving friends is very short.
So I'd rather not waste my time with them by being gloomy and all that. I'm trying to make the best of this inadequate and already-becoming-less-and-less-as-I'm-typing time I have left with them. I'm trying to create more memorable, fun and unforgettable moments with my friends before they actually leave. I don't want them to remember me as the gloomy and depressed one before they fly off to start a new life.
We all know this time will eventually come. We know that nothing lasts forever. God knows what's gonna happen to all of us in the future. Our friendships, our relationships, our friends, our families. But, we know we're supposed to make the most of it before it all ends.
Therefore, I'll save the tears and the sadness for when the time actually comes. Till then, I'm gonna be happy and I'm gonna be strong. You all should too. If not for yourself, then do it for your soon-to-be-leaving friends or loved ones.
And here's part of the lyrics of Mika's Happy Ending. It's beautiful and it is absolutely true.
So to my closest friends Klimah, Sarah, Rabi, Sabri, Najmi and Ian, congratulations for getting the scholarship especially to those who got theirs at the last minute. Good luck. I love you all.
To the others who got the scholarships, be it last minute or not, congratulations as well. Make our country proud.
much much love from 2456, II.
Main reason: 54 students of MS from my batch are leaving.
Yes. 54. Take a deep breath and process that figure.
I know I don't look and sound sad and depressed and all that, but deep down I am. I really am. But then, my time with my soon-to-be-leaving friends is very short.
So I'd rather not waste my time with them by being gloomy and all that. I'm trying to make the best of this inadequate and already-becoming-less-and-less-as-I'm-typing time I have left with them. I'm trying to create more memorable, fun and unforgettable moments with my friends before they actually leave. I don't want them to remember me as the gloomy and depressed one before they fly off to start a new life.
We all know this time will eventually come. We know that nothing lasts forever. God knows what's gonna happen to all of us in the future. Our friendships, our relationships, our friends, our families. But, we know we're supposed to make the most of it before it all ends.
Therefore, I'll save the tears and the sadness for when the time actually comes. Till then, I'm gonna be happy and I'm gonna be strong. You all should too. If not for yourself, then do it for your soon-to-be-leaving friends or loved ones.
And here's part of the lyrics of Mika's Happy Ending. It's beautiful and it is absolutely true.
"This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending,
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever,
Then live the rest of our lives,
But not together."
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever,
Then live the rest of our lives,
But not together."
So to my closest friends Klimah, Sarah, Rabi, Sabri, Najmi and Ian, congratulations for getting the scholarship especially to those who got theirs at the last minute. Good luck. I love you all.
To the others who got the scholarships, be it last minute or not, congratulations as well. Make our country proud.
much much love from 2456, II.
{ 1:21 am }
Monday 28 July 2008.
heavy on my mind, heavy on my heart.
Z19.
{ 6:25 pm }
Sunday 27 July 2008.
i feel like blogging but i don't feel like talking.
i need to go to the ocean. the beach is too minute.
is there a place where education, scholarship, career and all big decisions and shit don't matter?
farahnegative.
{ 9:13 pm }
5 will be leaving us.
Leaving 10 of us.
Everything just won't be the same..
Qualifyings, I hate you.
I think I'm getting emo-er by the day.
xo,
the emofied 23.
Leaving 10 of us.
Everything just won't be the same..
Qualifyings, I hate you.
I think I'm getting emo-er by the day.
xo,
the emofied 23.
{ 4:12 pm }